Hello everyone, im afraid this journal is going to start on a sad note i have just basically found out after watching MTV news that Micheal jackson has passed away nearly 4 hours ago when he suffered a heart attack . This is a sad day since his music has really captured not just me but everyone on the planet, and i remember my mum playing his music all the time when i was little and even though im not a fan of MJ this news came a sudden shock and made me really sad . To be honest, i blame the paparazzi and media for this, they put so much pressure on the guy for all these years claiming he was a pedofile, rapist etc etc. they never even considered how upset and even mentally scarring this made him its sickening . But unlike the paparazzi who are know probably making up some bullshit about him, im going to wish all the best whereever he is D. Rest in peace Mr. Jackson ^^ you'll always be remebered for the music you've made.

~ love, Beki x

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Update time now, sorry if all that stuff about the paparazzi upset anyone but its how i personally feel . My prom is next wednesday got my dress ready and such im all prepared my skin has completely cleared up to after the stress of the exams so im alot happier .
But guess wht guyz?? P.... IM FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!! NO MORE EXAMS!!! 8D8D88D!!! MY last one was on wednesday ^^ i was so happy to get out of it but sad at the same time because literally after prom that'll be the last time ill step in there . Been there for 5 years, wow time flys by.
So yeh iam forever back on here now, faving, commenting and what not and hopefully i should be putting some new stuffs up soon ^^ for you all to oogle at .
Aswell as that Ryan and i are off holidaying it again ^^ this time in turkey at Hotel Binlik for 2 weeks so...from the 30th of july for 14 days i wont b in the UK!! im sowi . That means no nothing on DA and Youtube for a while but OMG there are mud baths there 8D get all dirty and muddy like .
And finally P i have have Xbox live ^^ so if your interested in adding me as a friend ^^ heres meh GamerTag:
Bekikuu ^^

Talk to you all soon ^^

~beki ^^

MY COFFEE HAS TURNED INTO A PRAYING MANTIS!!! - Ryan (after discussing what we would do if we got swine flu in tukey, our plan was to drug ourselves up with asprin and paracetomol and then shove ice cubes down our pants and tops ^^ of course the overdose of asprin and paracetomol would make use dilirious...)